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:: Thursday, June 19, 2003 ::
Went insane the other day, it was fun. Lots of pretty colors. Came back to myself and realized that the world is basically a bunch of crazed people bumping into each other at random. Some of us are just aware of our insanity, so we deal with it better than most.:: Sunday, June 15, 2003 ::
The people who wander through life not knowing that they're insane are the ones who end up shooting themselves in the face, or taking out a McDonalds full of middle-class suburbanites just trying to enjoy an artery clogging meal. They wake up one morning and suddenly see the insanity that taints our planet for what it is, and after a lifetime of denial, they simply can't handle it......they snap.
I for one am glad to know what I am, where I stand and where I'm going. I wear my battle scars with pride and I keep plodding to that tune that only I can hear. "They" tell me I need to make adjustments, try to be a little more normal...maybe things would work out better that way...I thought about it once, decided to tell "them" to shove it up their collective asses in no uncertain terms.
So here I sit, like Alice at the Mad Hatter's tea party, wondering if they're serving cake.
:: Serena Woodward 6/19/2003 12:51:00 PM [+] ::
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And the world keeps turning......
I've learned something new about myself. I can be hurt and not hold a grudge. A few days ago, I felt like my world was caving in, but rather than run, like I always do. I stayed. I talked. I ranted. I cried.
And he held me. He apologized to me.....and meant it. And I stayed. I didn't give in to the fear that grabbed a hold of me and made me half crazy that night.
And in the morning, he was still there. That amazes me. I look at him with new eyes now. I know that I love him...I knew that before, but it has a new meaning now. I know that even when something bad happens, we can get through it. And I know that even when I freak out, he wont' leave me.
I know that he loves me too. And that is what amazes me.
:: Serena Woodward 6/15/2003 07:10:00 PM [+] ::
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